Behind The Tracks: Discarded Self - Push The Knife (Single) (2021)

Push the Knife is a slow moving look into the mind of someone who is sick with depression and touches on the topics of suicide/blood sacrifice. How it feels like you don't want to exist in society, and you want to disappear and be forgotten. The song was originally titled Staple, and is essentially about barely holding your life together like a "bent staple with one arm" as the lyrics suggest. The song takes a horrible turn as the protagonist of the story performs a blood sacrifice of themselves in an attempt to become a demon, and seek revenge upon the whole world who has wronged them throughout their life. This song features Ashes of Yggdrasil's lead guitarist Brett on the drums, and backup vocals as well.”