Track By Tracks: Apostle - A Splinter In The Infinite Noumenon (2026)

Atlanta metal trio Apostle make music that feels violent, searching, and deeply human. Blending the aggression of grindcore and chaotic hardcore with the shadowed atmosphere of post-black metal and the melodic pull of shoegaze and post-rock, the band creates songs that move between devastation, reflection, and transcendence.

Their upcoming album, A Splinter in the Infinite Noumenon, grapples with internal and external conflict, self-love and self-loathing, grief, healing, and the fragile hope that can emerge after profound loss. Its title draws from Carl Jung’s description of humanity as “a splinter in the infinite deity,” a phrase the band reframes as a meditation on human contradiction. We are part of something vast, unknowable, and interconnected, while still capable of becoming our own obstacle.

Across six tracks, Apostle move through grief, rage, memory, accountability, intuition, and catharsis. Below, the band offers a track-by-track guide to the album.

1. Exiting the God Hologram:

The album opens with a field recording of a train passing by Murice’s apartment at night, slowly swelling before giving way to a thunderous crash of drums. From there, Apostle immediately establish the record’s emotional and sonic language: murky bass melodies, piston-like double bass, churning blast beats, anguished vocals, and a sense of forward motion that feels desperate and ritualistic.

As the song evolves, it moves from crushing grooves into a darker, serpentine melody before erupting into a final double-bass assault. Murice and Michael’s call-and-response vocals bring an anthemic release, while the track eventually dissolves back into the same sonic void from which it emerged. In the distance, a mournful but hopeful melody begins to surface, one that will return later in the album.

Lyrically, “Exiting the God Hologram” uses the image of a blood-filled sea splitting in half, exposing the living ground beneath. The split becomes a metaphor for the dangers of becoming too comfortable with any one ideology or path. Murice recalls his mother’s phrase, “a half-truth is a whole lie,” using it as a reminder that no single perspective contains the entire truth. At its core, the song is about stripping away illusions and reconnecting with what is real: the ground beneath your feet.

2. Illusion of Loss:

A sharp breath opens “Illusion of Loss,” followed by angular guitar and bass melodies drifting over a heavy, swinging half-time groove. The song moves with a tense, rhythmic unease, shifting into an introspective arpeggiated section before building toward a blast-driven release. Murice’s tremolo-picked leads and urgent vocals push the song into a place of grief and confrontation, while Michael’s bass keeps the track rooted in mood and melody.

The song eventually circles back to its opening passage before ending with a distorted sample of a man describing barely livable conditions in his city and, by implication, the world at large.

Lyrically, “Illusion of Loss” confronts mortality through the death of Murice’s younger brother. The song reflects on how grief can make a person feel deadened, isolated, and forced inward. In that loss, Murice was made to examine parts of himself he had forgotten or buried: inherited, collected, good, and bad. The track becomes a statement of remembrance and a vow to carry his brother’s memory into everything he does.

3. Swine:

“Swine” wastes no time. It begins with a panicked guitar melody and a churning double-bass groove, accented by cymbal flourishes, tom hits, bass slides, and bends. The first section cuts out abruptly, leaving Murice’s guitar lead exposed as Michael delivers the line, “There are no masters. Only consequence.”

From there, the song surges through blast beats, double-bass grooves, key changes, and rising melodic tension. Murice’s command, “Pray to yourself. Take it all back,” becomes one of the track’s central emotional points. The song eventually collapses into chaos, with a final stretch that feels like bile being expelled from the body.

The pig serves as the song’s central allegory, embodying systems of oppression and the adversaries that uphold them. While the term commonly evokes law enforcement, Apostle broaden the image into a symbol of institutional failure, misinformation, and abuse of power. The lyrics speak to accountability, sovereignty, collective action, uncertainty, and love as a unifying force during moments of historical crisis. Murice explains that the song’s heart is with lives and families lost or displaced in Palestine, as well as victims and families affected by ICE under the current administration.

4. Distortions of Light:

“Distortions of Light” begins with a sample of E.E. Cummings offering advice to students and aspiring writers. As the excerpt nears its end, Cummings states, “but the moment you feel, you are nobody but yourself.” That line becomes the threshold through which the song enters.

Murice’s mournful guitar introduces one of the album’s most traditionally structured songs, moving through a verse-chorus-verse-chorus shape that serves as the record’s centerpiece. After the relentless intensity of the opening three tracks, “Distortions of Light” offers a moment of relative reprieve, though unease never fully disappears. Its melodies remain twisted, beautiful, and uncertain, like a will-o’-the-wisp leading the listener toward something hidden.

The song’s imagery imagines reality as a giant diamond floating in the sky, cracking and exploding into fragments that rain down to earth. Those fragments become symbols of memory, longing, and fractured truth. Through an “aabb” rhyme scheme, the lyrics explore remembrance as something connective and obscured, a series of splinters from a greater whole.

5. Oscillating Polarities:

“Oscillating Polarities” is one of the album’s most physically intense pieces. It opens with double bass, cymbal flourishes, and a disjointed yet tightly controlled guitar pattern, while the bass slides around the root note and the drums keep a piston-like pulse. The song quickly grows more violent, unleashing what may be the album’s most rabid blast-beat passage.

Across its many sections, the track moves through death metal ferocity, guttural vocals, D-beat propulsion, riff-mimicking drum fills, and a brief atmospheric passage that offers a rare breath of air. The peace is short-lived. Apostle soon return to organized chaos, pushing and pulling until the track reaches one of the album’s emotional peaks. Murice’s soaring tremolo lines, Michael’s earth-shaking low end, and Evan’s relentless double bass create a sense of total collapse and release.

Lyrically, the song is about intuition: the inner voice, the gut, the act of paying attention to what rises from within. It examines what that instinct exposes, especially when suppressed emotions begin to surface. The song is about enduring hardship while trusting that the tools needed to escape are already present, even when you feel buried.

6. At Ease:

The album closes by returning to the mournful, hopeful melody first heard at the end of “Exiting the God Hologram.” That callback completes the record’s emotional circle, revealing a sense of structure and return that was quietly present from the beginning.

“At Ease” is Apostle at their most atmospheric and vulnerable. Mid-tempo blasts carry emotion-drenched melodies, while the band moves through galloping double bass, expansive bass motifs, cymbal swells, and a reflective second half centered around Murice’s heart-rending guitar solo, the only solo on the album. The track builds patiently toward one final wave of melody and catharsis before retreating into a bittersweet close.

Lyrically, “At Ease” is the album’s most direct and personal song. It is an ode to Murice’s younger brother, Chaize “Prince” Henderson. Rather than relying heavily on symbolism, Murice wanted the song to speak plainly: all of him, to his brother, with the hope that somewhere, somehow, Chaize could hear it. The song explores the guilt, love, devastation, and memory that follow a profound loss. It is grief without ornament, and it brings the album to its most human conclusion.

7. Final Thoughts:

A Splinter in the Infinite Noumenon is an album about grief, healing, love, memory, and the endurance of the human spirit. It celebrates a life lived fully and taken too soon, while reminding listeners to hold people close, love them fiercely, and understand that letting go is not always a choice we get to make.

Even in absence, Apostle suggest, memory remains alive in the self, in the spirit, and in the songs left behind.

As the album puts it: “You came and went, leaving much more than a trace.”

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